2022.01.18 15:35 -Alternate_Reality- My Story…
Seems like a lot of you like to follow others journey on here so I figured maybe mine would be one some of you would like to follow.
My wife(26F) and I(27M) have known each other our wholes lives. Her mom and my mom were best friends. She doesn’t remember me when when were very little, but I remember her. She was about 3 when they moved away across the country. My mom always told me the things they were going through as my mim was always in touch with them. She was about 11 when they moved back here. She had a little brother I became friends with and we would hang out every now and then. We were all fairly close for years.
Her mom had a problem though. She had health problems and became addicted to pain medication. Pretty much my wife’s whole life her mom was an addict. It got worse as she got older.
When my wife turned 16 she developed a big crush on me. She use to spend the night at our house to hang out with my sister but she was really there to be around me. When she was 17 she confessed her feelings and asked if I felt then same way. At the time the idea of us being together seemed like a bad idea considering our parents were best friends. So I told her no. But a week later I found myself feeling the same way about her so I decided to give it a shot. We fell pretty deeply in love. I proposed to her 7 months later.
We decided to move in together and we found out pretty quickly we were pregnant. It was a shock at first because I wasn’t financially stable, but the initial shock turned in to us falling more in love. We had our wedding, and then our baby boy was born.
A few months after our boy was born my wife’s mom committed suicide. This was obviously incredibly difficult on her. She went through a lot of hell in her childhood with her moms addiction, but she was a loving caring mother nonetheless. My wife grieved for a long time.
Her and I had communication issues and we still do really. We argued a lot mostly about sex. I want it more than she does kind of thing. Resentment built up between us. I made a horrible mistake of watching porn behind her back. She has self esteem issues so this really hurt her.
A year later I lost my job and we both ended up needing to get a job. She got a job at a restaurant. There was this guy that came on to her but she rejected him and told him she was married. She told me immediately. I trusted her. But then they started hanging out. I suspected she had been cheating but she insisted she wasnt. One year after this she started feeling the guilt. She started having a tiny EA with another guy and she tried leaving me. I demanded to know the reason why and she admitted everything to me. She had a PA with that guy a year earlier. In that moment I was terrified to lose her. I’m sure a lot of you know the feeling. Before you knew you thought your love would turn to ashes and anger and resentment were all that were left. Like somehow it would be easy to leave someone who betrays you like that. We decided to stay together.
She told me she wanted to blow her life up. She was so hurt by her mom. It wasn’t for the sex it was for the pain. And I believe her. She has been incredibly remorseful. She cut off contact with AP a while before she even told me. The PA lasted for about 2 months. The EA was very minor and ended after just a few days. She cut him out pretty easily so I’m grateful for that.
It has been 4 years since Dday. We went through a hysterical bonding phase and decided to have a baby. She was born 3 years ago. And 3 months ago we just had another boy.
So where is my head at now? It has been pretty rough. First two years I though about it a lot then it sort of just faded away and felt more like a dream. But recently after our third was born I had to stop working out and the Christmas rush at work had me working crazy hours every day of the week. I went into a crisis and all of these feeling have resurfaced. I’m still deeply hurt by this and we haven’t fixed the core issues in our relationship. My wife has been incredibly understanding and we have been really trying to fix our relationship. I’m still struggling a lot every day but it is slowly getting better.
I love my wife with all of my heart and I know for a fact she feels the same way about me. She didn’t deserve to go through that with her mom and she didn’t deserve to blow her life up like that as a result of it. I am willing to take this pain to show her that she deserves to be loved. If anyone deserves a second chance it is her.
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Table 12krows 2 columns table46k columns 5 rows final table
sentance word word columnA columbnB etc... sentance word columnA columnb...
1 dog dog animal mammel 1 dog animal mammel
in final table i want to have only words from table one so final table would have only 12k rows but with information that are equal with words like dog is animal mammel and so on so if there will be like word in table 1 cat but not in table 2 it will skip . so i want to find all the same word that apper in table 2 collect all data from other columns but final table must have word only from first table
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One of our clients' M365 tenants is not letting any computers workplace join any of their accounts, which causes all sorts of authentication headaches.
When I go into Win10 settings -> Accounts - Access Work or School, and try to connect any account in this tenant, I get an error 80180002
In the Azure AD audit logs, I see the device being added, and then removed.
A TCPdump log shows nothing out of the ordinary.
Microsoft, as usual, has outdated documentation on where to enable workplace join:https://docs.microsoft.com/en-us/troubleshoot/azure/active-directory/cant-perform-workplace-join (They say go to 'Configure' in the Azure AD - i do not see that anywhere)
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